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Apr. 25th, 2010

emo

i'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns slowly

thats it. i think i've subconsciously given up on studying already. didnt do anything the past 2 days and spent all my time watching Bloody Monday 2, videos on youtube, facebooking and having 2 hour long skype chats! ARGH! shucks. i really dont have the motivation or the concentration anymoreeeeee *shakes head like a crazy woman* SIGHS. hell week is approaching next week where i have 3 papers in 4 days >< God, i seriously need Your help. 


i wanna go watch them so badly!! but i cant :((

oh yeah, 3-1 manutd win over spurs today! :))

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Apr. 22nd, 2010

pasta

goodnight my love

this is so awesome!! love the harmonising here :) and i really love shota shimizu and his rnb groove <3


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Apr. 18th, 2010

shhh

punch me

omgahh i've been catching up on my dramas and its been nothing but blissfullll <3 i finally FINALLY finished watching you're beautiful since being stuck at episode 14 since forever hahah! awww i love hyung-nim! <3

AND i also managed to finish hidarime tantei!!! yamada and yoko were pure loveeee :DDD its just funneh how yoko is so damn cool in the show but i know that in real life he is totally lame and such a joker its so weird! but i loveeeee! :) omgahh i was half supporting him all the way even though he was so bad but i cant help it! but the ending was... why did he had to die T_T sighs. oh wells. but yamada is uber cute kyaaaaaa *goes crazy* ishihara satomi was awesome as well! not as awesome as in puzzle but beats voice imo. eh heh heh :)


SO CUTE! <3




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kimutaku

all swell ends well

I REALLY SHOULD BE STUDYING! but i felt i need to write this entry n pen down my thoughts NOW before i get caught up in mugging (yeah right!) and then exams n in a whirlwind im off to the States! yep, school has officially ended and all i've got left that still ties me to NTU and brings me back there is the darn exams. my final exams in university and possibly in my life! that's right. I'M GRADUATING!! So this is how it feels like being at this point of my life. At this point i've rather mixed feelings about graduating. Of course i'm really happy to be graduating cos that means i dont have to study for exams anymore. but on the other hand that means that i've to start embarking on another phase of my life. the most important and longest (urgh!) phase of WORKING LIFE. and thats not too bad if at least i can find a job. but let's not start on that topic. i'm gonna leave that to Your hands :)

so yep, this entry is not to moan about graduating and finding a job but to reflect on these past 3 years of my life in university. 3 years just passed by like that. its really too fast. i can still vividly remember the time when i was still a freshie, going about my freshmen orientation camp at nbs, which turned out to be really one of the most important part of my undergraduate life. nbs foc. such fun memories spent with friends. the shit gone thru during freshie year and then later while we were seniors. foregoing the unimportant activity called sleeping for the sake of having fun and bring fun to others! hahah! the friendships forged and still remains as some of my closest friends from university. :)

and then there was the hall life. the first time in my life where i tried living somewhere other than home. even though my time in hall was short, hall life was definitely fun. kinda miss the times when i'd go for dinner every night with hall friends and popping by each other's rooms talking crap :)

and then there was the super busy and crappy life in nbs. all the projects that it floods us with, depriving us of our social life and sleep but in the end after everything was complete there was always that sense of satisfaction. and i cant deny that nbs has trained me to be like a superwoman, something which i cant say the same for other business schools in sg. last presenation was kinda bittersweet. on one hand i want it to be over and done with but on the other hand as i was presenting it hits me that this was my LAST presenation ever. it was scary. this was one hell of a final semester. fypee plus 3 marketing project intensive cores plus elective almost killed me but i'm proud to say i survived. like really. on hindsight maybe it was THE way to end my university life instead of slacking through my last semester with only one module. thank you nbs, for all the late nights.

to be exact, i actually only spent 2.5 years in ntu cos i spent 0.5 years in italy on exchange. for the millionth time, i am really thankful to God for providing me with the chance to go on exchange. It was really an amazing experience. opened up my eyes WIDE. even though i wasnt able to study overseas (not that i intended to anw haha) but exchange was wonderful enough. and maybe exchange was the reason why i suffered for this last semester but i still have no regrets :). and lastly, remembering how God placed me in this university and the way he led me back to Him, i still stand amazed of His ways even up to this day. this was why i wasnt in NUS or SMU or overseas. the reason why i was in nbs. the reason why i took spanish. the reason why i couldnt find friends to take ab228a with me. 

and now, i am excitedly awaiting for my next adventure (i almost typed edventure HAHA) in life. here i come, YOU ASS EHH!! :))


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Mar. 25th, 2010

grass

忘れないで

freaking stress so here's sth to take my mind off work for a while...


love this song by dbsk and i found this wonderful piano cover on youtube! :))  <3



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Mar. 21st, 2010

pimidfing

WTH

you know, i rarely get angry with people easily anymore, but someone just pissed me off BIG TIME today. hate it when you speak to people with an air of arrogance, like you're much better than everyone else. HELLO. just because you're from rj and going to be some bigshot (supposedly) lawyer next time doesnt give you the right to put down others. and u always think u know more than everyone else. not just more, but u always think you are RIGHT and others WRONG. just because its something u dont understand means it has to be wrong, less important, etc. STOP BEING SO ELITIST AND THINKING YOU ARE MR HIGH AND MIGHTY. STOP LIVING IN UR OWN WORLD AND WAKE UP. it just shows how myopic you are. u think biz is fluff? well I THINK law is worse. besides learning about the laws and statutes, everything else is just fluff and totally iffy. i'd love to see how you compromise your morals and ethics. and someone as tactless and insensitive as you? will totally FAIL in the biz world. not to mention how serious and boring you are as well. PUI.


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Mar. 15th, 2010

carnevalecuteboy

HAIR PEE

im sillyly happy today:):)
maybe its cos i bought a macbook and hard drive from IT fair today.
or maybe its cos we finally submitted our first draft to tuck.
or maybe its just cos its sunday today and i get to go to church :)

anw i realised i have been complaining too much recently. its bad and i know it. but i've really been super stressed and also thus put on so much weight because of it! :(:( really hope it goes away fast :( but finally i went for cg this wk after a 2 week hiatus and it really made me feel so much better. It made me reflect and was just the spiritual recharge which i need. thank You for everything, and for the wonderful 'rents that You've blessed me with:):)

and im finally meeting esther for lunch tmr! yay:)



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Mar. 7th, 2010

kimutaku

yayyy

since im on a row here....


MY VOICE IS BACK! WOOHOO!

Can totally feel it during worship today. Lord You are good!! :))))



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you are the only exception

recess week is over! i dont know whether to be happy or not! on the one hand, im totally dreading the coming week. i've got 2 presentations, one individual assignment and the BIG BOSS FYP due! GAH! on the other hand, i'm so excited! i can finally have my well deserved break after fri!! my period came today. i knew it was coming the moment my stomach started squirming and THAT FEELING came after i reached home this afternoon. this time its 9 freaking days early. o.O this ALWAYS happens when im stressed. like always. my body is so predictable =/

and and, i should totally be at paramore's concert now and NOT slogging at home!!!!!!!!! MEGA SIGHS. :( Oh hayleyyyyyyy... and josh! :D

this song is still one of my favs from paramore! CLASSIC <3
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

But oh, you are the only exception






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Feb. 24th, 2010

pimidfing

cny blues

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! Yeah even though its already the 11th day of CNY, its still cny! haha. Took me forever to blog, i know. Well cant blame me. The past few weeks has been nothing but pure torture and i've been slogging my guts out. and its only going to get worse from now on! i'm supposed to be studying for my quiz later on but here i am blogging because i really cant stand it anymore! recess week is next week but i totally dread it to the max. it's going to be HORRIBLE. :((( 

and yesterday, shuying has finally left for korea:( NOOOOOOO :(( i miss her already omg. im so gg to get a webcam so i can skype with her soon. damnit. and i still havent gotten my hard drive yet. hmmmm shld i wait for the damn IT fair... but i hate the crowd there! rawrss. ahhh life is going to be so different with shuying not here anymore. i've been so used to her being a part of my life its just going to be weird. now i've to head to church on my own on the weeks that steph has KJ! sighs. it seems like everyone is flying off this week. josia and shuying has left and soon maria,christa and chris will leave too...  not to forget dear donaphan who has just left not long ago haha. i will never forget his "warsaw vs krakow airplane light analogy" xDDDD US suddenly seems very far away when i think of the amount of work that still needs to be done this semester. i dont know if its a good thing though. because i'm no longer as excited about it as i was. the worst thing is i have no idea why >< things have been rather weird lately. working in japan used to be my dream but i'm not sure about it anymore. Recently there's the uni-qlo recruitment which allows us to work in japan if we got the job. but instead of immediately applying for it, i was hesitant about it precisely because of the part which requires me to work in japan for many years. it's like, i feel like i'm no longer as ready to leave as i was. if it was in the past, i'd jump at the chance. but now, suddenly the thought of leaving all my family, friends and loved ones behind and going alone into a foreign country to work sounds scary and lonely and sad, even though it IS japan. what on earth is happening to me?? so in the end, i didnt apply for that job. which brings me to another thing. i've not applied for a single job at all, when everyone around me is so busy applying for every single job that is available for application! speaking of which, the below scenario keeps on happening:

friend: how's your job search?
me: i haven even applied for a single job yet.
friend: *shocked face* HUH WHY?!
me: .....

i'm SO sick of it! and it's irritating the hell outta me! once again, i seriously think i'm in the wrong course. but oh wells. whatever. life sucks. but You are the only One who keeps me going:)

on a side note, been doing some fingerstyle recently. and its fun!! muahahaha its such an addiction =/




 
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